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[imanaccmoledeepundercover]

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[not their victim]

you can delete the whole thread, if you are the thread starter....

if you get into problems

on the very 1st part you wrote, there is a report button.....at the bottom left of the posting area

click on this, and all you have to do is tell admin you started the thread and would like it removed please....

no worries.....

and if you still want to keep it contact, once this thread is down, you can contact any of us via the private messaging system....

.and yes i agree...knowing too much as you are a health professional makes it 10 times worse when you cant get anything under control -due to the anxiety levels (me im speaking about) and knowing what to expect during testing is bloody frightening...

all the best...its a horrid journey when your whole life is spiralling out of control and all you want is help...

[unicorn57]

I am so glad you are all sorted now Accounting. Phew.

[Moeroa]

accounting, on 09 July 2012 - 07:27 AM, said:

so thats for the support and suggestions but i dont really need them now.

Not sure if i can delete all this or remove my profile will ahve to spend a little time checking out the site.

You have my respect.

accounting, on 07 July 2012 - 03:21 PM, said:

I was a qualified nurse so I know what all the test involve which makes it worse. I think it would help if i was ignorant to what has to be done and what can happen when they do them.

I was back at the base hospital yesterday. They had to bring someone over from the city to do the etst i had yesterday the cardiologist specifically asked for that to happen.

Now i have to wait for me to get all the info they have so far and hope like hell that shows him what he wants to see.

Or its off for an angiograph which when he saw me for the urgent appoinment after the inital heart failure he said he didnt want to do because it could be determental to my health if its the diganosis he thinks it is.

I was very lucky and happened to get the head of cardiology for the whole of the south island and my cardiologist.
He is brilliant but you cant help but stress about it all.

so not only was it anxity and panice about th eheart thing but i was also getting flashbacks and memories i had supressed about the abuse as well.